Flashback-ing
We're nearly at the end of the semester, can't believe I've reached this far. I mean, not that I had doubts about doing it, but not at this pace! Amsat kna fl school! And now in a blink I'll see myself graduating from university and finding myself in a workplace. Though didn't start the exams yet, I already let myself enter the holiday mood. Although I'm not looking forward for something specific in this holiday, but I feel I need it somehow. One thing I want to mention is, last year before I registered for classes for this semester, there was this teacher that "e v e r y o n e" critized, i mean, EVERYONE! God I bet they didn't even know who the hell they were talking about before talking about him in such a way. They just hear it from one mouth and start 'spicing' the word and telling it over. There's nothing bad you imagine hearing about a teacher that they didn't mention. A group of girls had even chosen to take this course over that summer in another university to avoid him! Do people actually enjoy going around telling things they don't even know about others? enzain WHY!! Anyways, thanks god I never ever listened to what they said about some teacher or course, because for some reason, they are almost 99.99% wrong at all times. I took the course with that teacher, and when some girls heard that I actually 'chose' his course, they were like "You kidding right?" Summer passed and the year started, the course is nearly coming to an end, and I shall admit that his course and teaching where one of the best I have ever attended at university.
Something I really don't get in some people, if they had gone through some difficulties with someone, or they didn''t get along with each other, they think that no one else can. I mean, come to think about it, people have different criteria for judging each other. They should not try to enforce their own opinions to other people and make they believe them. Problem is, I see many people following their friends in whatever they think and do, without judging the situation for themselves.
Savi and Karamilah, i miss you and the others so very wayed much ! I finally did it.. hehe! More is coming soon inshallah, as i promised.. Stay Tuuuuuuuuuned ;)
CheckPoint
I'm glad I had reached this far. I'm glad to have known the people around me. I'm glad to be me. God this update is beginning to feel like an annual thing lol. I'm sorry for taking this long to finally update. I have to say that two of my friends have really inspired me with their frequent updates, their beautiful writings, Karamilah and Saviola. It just feels like yesterday when it was my last Birthday, but when I come to think about it, I realize that much has been going on. I nearly done with university, 1 more year to go. I have made my final choice of a major. I have known many great people with I owe them so much. I've come to see that each and every person in my life has affected me, every person has made a difference.. I would want to write and ahthreb more.. I will soon inshallah.. I promise..
With the Flow..
A sketch I drew two days ago. Hisoka, from the last anime I watched "Hunter x Hunter" Recommended ! Man he's one heck of a character *heart*! 1 year ago, i have never imagined the anime world to be this broad! It's so full of creative ideas, and everytime you watch a series you get tempted to watch more n more. Ok anyways, enough convincing. If you watch it you'll know what i mean =P
I've started my 3rd year at uni, and at last, made my final choice on my major.. I guess. Up until now, things are running smoothly and as expected. Unless unpredicted issues start rising up, i'm going to stick with my plans. Inshallah.
I guess that's it for today. I promise to update more often.
Meemz: That "Law of Attraction" works like MAGIC!
FeFe, R, Baskoot (nesmat blady =P), ..Cutie.., S, K, Shemalic, Ms. Mshairef, Wutever, secretgirl & simple girl, and all gang: Happy to see you guys once again.. you people make my uni life such a wonderful place to be.. =)
LooyZa: Wallah i'll miss you roaming around uni.. luv u
Shemalic: A7la Gold Coast days spent with you ;) I'll Never forget our adventures there ! lol
Last but not least.. "You Never Know What You Know.." ;)
Moroccan Vision
"A visitor arrives from Morocco and tells me a curious story about how certain desert tribes percieve original sin.
Eve was walking in the Garden of Eden when the serpent slithered over to her.
'Eat this apple,' said the serpent.
Eve, who had been properly instructed by God, refused.
'Eat this apple,' insisted the serpent. 'You need to look more beautiful for your man.'
No, I don't,' repliad Eve. "he has no other woman but me,'
The serpent laughed.
'Of course he has,'
And when Eve did not believe him, he led her up to a well on top of a hill.
'She's in that cave. Adam hid her in there.'
Eve leaned over and, reflected in the water of the well, she saw a lovely woman. She immediately ate the apple the serpent was holding out to her.
According to this same Moroccan tribe, a return to paradise is guaranteed to anyone who recognizes his or her reflection in the water and feels no fear. "
- Paulo Coelo "Like the Flowing River"
How many people we see are only full of fear and unsecurity because of their on way of interpreting things, the way they percieve matters. It is up to us whether to think of a pool as a place where many people drown and die, or a warm place to let go of your worries..swim, relax and escape from the disturbances of the real world. It is up to us to judge a cheeta as one of the most fierce animals in the wild, or as a creature that god has blessed us with to enjoy the beauty of its movements as it races the wind, leaps and lands as smooth as one could imagine, adds an artistic touch in the most beautiful painting of the world.. nature, with that wonderful pattern of it. It is up to us to weep over a loss of a dear person, or realize that he was gone to make place for a newborn, for a new light that will brighten up our world, for a new sound of laughter.
We never tend to look at the sun directly, because that might hurt our eyes. We would rather look at the beautiful things that reflect the bright sunshine. The way we choose to look at things, the side of the box we choose to face up, either the white or black, when both colors are really on the same box, that will determine how optimistic towards life we are. It is better to die while still alive, than to live dead. Although many people go to work, study, eat and breath.. they have no soul in them.. because they have already killed it. They do everything like a sequenced machine, not stopping by the side of the road to look at the beauty of the path, that miracles of life that surrounds them..
"Live not only the length of your life.. but the width of it as well.."
A trailway to a vague destiny...
Last time I updated 2 days before my actual birthday, this time it’s 2 days after, next year hopefully I’ll update the same day nshallah. I am glad god had blessed me with another year to spend with those who are brightening my life day by day (el7emdellah).
Many were asking me yesterday “What does your new age feel like?”. I guess its really not clear to me yet, but what I’m determined about is that I feel I have a long path ahead of me, a path of awaiting dreams and ambitions longing to be achieved “واذا الله عطانا العمر ان شاءالله” I plan to accomplish some things in my life. Its always good to plan ahead of your time, and once you have an idea, you will unconsciously start working on building it up until this idea turns into reality, and you find yourself living in what used to be a dream. “مشوار الألف ميل يبدأ بخطوه”. Anyways one of my dreams is saving a person’s life.I dont mind sacrificing my own life for this purpose. I guess the self-satisfaction I’ll earn after I do this is beyond what I can explain… 
Cheerful Dr. Kent =D
(Sorry Dr. Kent for keeping you waiting for this ..)
I was watching Oprah that day, it was about heroes who saved peoples lives, and people who endured a lot of pain and became survivors (each in a different way). I was astonished by the hidden power a human is blessed with سبحان الله. A power that is not exerted except at emergencies and while you’re under tension or stress. It takes less than a second to realize that someone is in danger when you look at them, while the adrenaline rushes into your blood stream making you jump out of your feet, run up to the scene of the emergency and do whatever it takes to save another person’s life, all in a matter of seconds. While it takes hours and hours to understand a concept at an Economics class =P. Amazing how the human brain is made to function. You might not believe how much power and abilities you have within yourself until you come to a situation were you feel you are obliged to use them. I am curious about this 75% of our brain that we never use. What miracles could possibly be hidden there? Human nature…
Thanks millions my friends for the wonderful surprise.. I really don't know what to say .. you made my day :$ Allah y7af'6km nshallah..
and once again you are the reason i wrote this update.. Thanks i owe you =)
مبارك عليكم الشهر
Once again, I disappear "3n el sa7a elfanyah" wihtout any notice. Though I have been checking this place regularly. While I was going through the previous posts yesterday, I was stunned by the number of memories, incidents, and all the photos that reminded me of them, that I have pushed aside, amazed by how much small things could eventually turn into valuable memories in the future. Things we never expect that were once just a casual moment on the usual routine of out lives, are perhaps the most precious gifts a past could offer. Starting with the first block of your happy moments and memories, you would gradually find yourself in a shelter built with what memories you have collected in your journey..
Anyways, I guess this will be a memo someday, I would recall the day I recalled... =P
I was looking through my old stuff that day, and guess what i found! Four pages of left-hand written pages (im right handed btw) plus a drawing.. that I find quite amazing for my left hand to sketch. I remember i had been curious about the hidden abilities of my left hand =P lol.. I started training it by writing and drawing everyday.. and now yes I am very proud of how far it had reached since "ayam el jahlyh maltah" lol I think this is a part of my personality, always looking for the awkwardest of things to do. Things you wouldn't think of .. *bwahahaaa* =P
Elmohm, I feel so sorry for those who are spending their precious time in rm'6an by sitting in front of those junk "msalsalat"..nonsense. I can't really bare wasting one single minute of my time in front of such crap! I`d rather sit in an empty room all by myself doing nothing instead of humiliating my mentality by this junk.. Yes it IS this bad to me! :/ I can't deny that there are actually a few tv series that had proven to have some value, though a very few.
I'll post more in my next update nshallah (which i promise is going to be soon).. So until then, Take care and sorry for taking such a while to update. Big Thanks to who encouraged me to write more..
Elsalam 3lekom. How have you all been? So summer-ing huh? =) Hope everyone is enjoying their time. Mine has been quite neutral, nothing so exciting happened since I started, plus i am staying fel blad, so i have to make my own time exciting =D. Anyways I have been trying some new things around here. Check this flimstip out =D Isn't it cool lol.
